I think I am somewhat of a fear junkie. It's not because I like it. Trust me on that. Rather, I am simply used to it. I have lived life from the baseline of fear for a long time. And no matter how many times I taste freedom, I always seem revert back to the … Continue reading When fear dominates
obsessive compulsive disorder
Other Resources for Battling OCD
In case you were not aware, I am not the only resource for OCD. Praise God. I thought it might be helpful to compile a list of resources that I have find incredibly helpful in my battle with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. These resources are helpful for both sufferers and supporters alike. Religious OCD or Scrupulosity … Continue reading Other Resources for Battling OCD
How to support those with OCD
Let me qualify this by saying that my mom would be the expert in this area, as she has supported me for nearly 6 years in my struggle with OCD. Regardless, I will try to communicate this in a way that I, as an OCD sufferer, would find helpful. OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) is a … Continue reading How to support those with OCD
What if it’s not OCD?
If you have OCD, this question is nothing new. Already, your theme is barking at the top of its lungs looks for a way to climb back into your mental frame. I have dealt with this question for a little less than a decade and I can tell you it was the hardest barrier to … Continue reading What if it’s not OCD?
The unpardonable sin
The “What if?” question spins in my mind almost constantly. I would list them out, but I suspect that many of us already have a few that already popped in to mind. For those suffering with OCD however, the “What if?” question becomes a mental death sentence every time it rolls around. So let’s deal … Continue reading The unpardonable sin
River in the wasteland
My mental health problems left me in the middle of a barren wasteland with no relief and no hope. Any thought of relief at the time was only a mirage, which would soon dissipate. I had no idea where I was or where I should go and I constantly felt defeated. It’s a strange realization … Continue reading River in the wasteland
Starve your OCD brain
Have you ever wished your brain had an off-switch? Maybe you have, or maybe know someone who has said this before. I felt this. Sometimes I still do. It would be very convenient to be able to turn your brain off whenever things got too heavy. I felt this especially when I was in the … Continue reading Starve your OCD brain
Where is God now?
My mom would always tell me that God was going to "redeem the years the locusts had eaten." It was a phrase used to describe the potential that my life, my anxious, OCD-riddled, depressed life, could one day be restored. I would look back at her with tears in my eyes and ask... Where is … Continue reading Where is God now?
